***I acknowledge that I work, play, dance, heal and create this newsletter on the unceded territory of the Syilx Okanagan Peoples***

*this newsletter was written and edited by a human, not AI*

Hello, Beautiful Soul!

The energetic field is oscillating. Consciousness is expanding, and you may be noticing that the places in which you used to dwell inside of yourself are no longer calling to you, and you can no longer pretend. Not only can you no longer pretend to be something you are not, but you cannot sustain any processes, decisions or spiritual states that force you to perform. This is the clearing out of FALSE LIGHT.

You will hear more about this in the coming months, it may be called something else, but this is what I am calling it. The veil of performance is coming down, anything performative, meaning anything that demands us to perform or bring something out into the World that is not truly, authentically ours, is falling away. Dying. Mimicry in any sense of the word, or anything that you have adopted that masks your true essence, cannot remain.

This is the ‘end of times’ we have heard of in prophecy, but it will not manifest as literal as the old texts. For consciousness to continue to expand, and or us to evolve in our own way, and at our own pace, we have to stop comparing and presenting Light that is not yet formed within ourselves. The ‘end of times’ is the end of false expression- the end of false light.

Allow me to clarify.

We all carry false light. This is the human condition. The point of bringing it to your awareness isn’t so that you feel poorly about yourself, or feel like you aren’t acting authentically. Having awareness of false light makes us equally aware of the true authenticity within us and enables us to be able to track it as it develops and begins to lead. With awareness comes choice- choice to distinguish which paths lead us into more true embodiment of our fullest expression, and which paths lead us back to false light (path direction is also illusory- there is only right here and now).

False light is still light.

It still stems from creator and is carried as we distill down to our truest expression. The truer our creative expression, the less false light we express and the more divinity we embody. Additionally, false light oscillates in and out of the true expression of our authentic self. It isn’t hierarchical, it is embedded in the energetic concentric circles of evolutionary expansion that make up the human experience.

If you watched my lampshade analogy from a couple newsletters back you will remember I liken our expression of light as streaming through filters which I called lampshades (watch it here). False light is the light received or expressed through particularly dense lampshades of programming, belief systems, and survival mechanisms.

Part of our work is to accept all parts of ourselves. If the term ‘false’ triggers something in you, I encourage you to embrace it. It is part of our shadow, and acceptance of our shadows and imperfections can only lead us closer to God, to healing, wholeness, and back to the path to our truest self.

Light (Spirit) is always within us. I explained this in the Lampshade analogy- it cannot be dimmed, strengthened, or acquired. It is pure Source energy, the energy of God, Creator, whatever you desire to call it. It exists equally inside of every human being. However, our expression of our Light changes throughout our life, and from day to day, even moment to moment. When I say this Light is expressed when not yet formed, what I mean is we try on all these different versions of self expression (the lampshades) until we feel most ourself, most authentic, and thus the closest to god. We are trying to remember who and what we are with every expression, every creative act, every choice we make. There is no harm in this, it is the nature of the 3D duality we call life. The challenge comes when we attach to a particular label or identity in the process (more on that next week).

When we are desperate to be seen, understood, acknowledged and accepted, we are more likely to portray ourselves as something we aren’t. This is a normal human attribute, and a necessary one in many cases for self preservation, especially if we have experienced harm, abuse, or abandonment. We become something to stay safe and to survive. However, the current consciousness grid will not sustain this any more.

KEY’S KEY

False light is a term used to describe a stage of self expression that is inherently good, yet mired in adaptations of our non authentic self in order to be liked, accepted, and seen. It is impossible to be free of false light- it is embedded in every stage of our evolutionary spiritual development as humans. In recognizing this as an aspect of our shadow self, it grants us the awareness of the ways in which we have adapted to be accepted, seen, and loved. In turn, this clarity allows us to be free to choose to continue with these patterns, or to unwind them and begin to walk a more authentic path. With awareness comes choice, with choice comes empowerment, and with empowerment comes sovereignty. This path leads to wholeness and healing on an entirely new level.

SOVEREIGNTY: THE RAW STATE OF BEING THAT EXISTS WHEN ALL FALSE CONTRACTS DISSOLVE.

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If you are feeling alone and would benefit from community spiritual support, please check out the new Mid-Week Mindfulness event below.

APRIL CURATED SPOTIFY PLAYLIST

I created this playlist to assist you in healing your nervous system. It is gentle, nourishing, and asks you to slow down, pause, and just be. May it support your gentle heart.

Here are the things that have been helping me on my path this week :

On Finding Path and Purpose

I’ve been hearing this a lot lately from my guides- it isn’t WHAT you do, it’s the way you do it and the energy you put into creating whatever it is in life you choose to create. Here is a great reminder of exactly this:

innerlifewith_asha

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An exact representation of what I have been going through lately:

moonbodyspirit

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QUOTE I’M PODERING

“Emotional regulation is not about denying your feelings. It’s about choosing a constructive response. Victimhood is blaming others for what you feel. Regulation is taking responsibility for how you react. A key to resilience is expanding the space between stimulus and response.” ~ @AdamMGrant

Here is the unhinged level of commitment I have to creating the life I dream of:

amy.lou__

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Finding value in this newsletter? Here is a link to check out the Key’s Keys Archives for past newsletters for more support on your spiritual path:

UPCOMING FREE EVENTS

NEW OFFERING!

MID WEEK MINDFULNESS- Wed, April 30th, 7 pm pst

An IN PERSON and ONLINE event!

This is a new offering designed to create community so we can sit in meditation together, fostering connection and healing through the like minded perspective that healing happens when we are held in sacred space. Our first one was SOOOO beautiful and nourishing. Our next wave of healing on this planet will happen in community.

Whether you are on a healing journey, just starting a meditation practise, or are a well seasoned meditator, this community event will be an opportunity to sit quietly together and practise presence. For those new to meditation, I will give an easy suggestion on where to begin.

Format: I will guide us in for about 5 min, then we will sit in meditation together for 30 min, and afterwards I will read a short passage from a spiritual book to provide guidance and insight (Pema Chodron and Breanna Weist). We will end with a short round circle (optional) before we close the practise.

THIS IS AN IN PERSON AND ONLINE EVENT!

PLEASE REGISTER VIA THIS ZOOM LINK WHETHER YOU WISH TO JOIN IN PERSON OR ONLINE.

ADDRESS FOR IN PERSON ATTENDANCE:

THE LIGHT TEMPLE

1138 GREGORY ROAD, WEST KELOWNA

DOORS OPEN AT 6:45 PM BOTH IN PERSON AND VIA ZOOM

This is a free event, if you wish to make a donation that is welcome too.

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Thank you for being in this community- I am so grateful for you and your incredible Light.